I will forget you

Okay I always blame or talk about something that become the inspiration of my new post in the introduction right?

this time I blame a Korean drama called heart string. The drama actually already aired not so long ago but yeah i tend to wait for so long to finally watch Kdrama except if I love the actor or the actress so much.

Motivational matter

Hello weekend fellas,

with all the good vibes weekend gave, I always filled by positive energy that makes me become a very happy person :D so by this chance I also want to talk about motivational. Because yesterday I was asking the respondents their motivation on buying product x (it's a secret :p) i was wondering, we do many things with motivation, triggered some may say, but even in the thinnest thing you do it has motivation. Let me say like walking into the kitchen and drink a glass of water, you're motivation? maybe just to get away from thirstiness or just want to see is there any food in the kitchen?

oh anyway i'm bluffing so much now, what i say, some people may need everyone else to stated something to them just to motivate them doing things.

but what if..

A heart to share

Develop a one big giant heart, so you could put as much people as you want there

If i have never mentioned before, i am definetely a lover person.

I love to love other people, friends, family, stranger with kind heart, attractive man (well this is another story).

But that is the thing i’m proud of myself. I try to accept people around me for who they are and loving them with all the differences they have.

And you know what? I never feel lonely. Eventhough i’m standing inside a train alone, or sitting in mall alone, i most of the time confident with myself. Because at the end, i will be with peole who love me or at least i love.

Love is not about hoping your feeling will be replied in the same way.

It’s about giving and enjoying the good feeling it brings.

I might not love everyone in every single moment. I am after all human.

But let myself love more and more of other people makes me find a lot of happiness.

Yes, in case you don’t know, there are so much happiness in this world, delivered by different people, different situation, different time. You just have to feel it once you got it.

When i’m feeling down and sad, those people, with their own way remind me that being happy is always a better choice.

I'm not okay

I remember one of jessie james songs lyric

"it’s okay not to be okay"

I was in the situation where i felt like the best solution i can do for other people is to stay silent and pretending i forgive.

But no, i choose to admit, that i’m not okay with that.

Admitting it, doesn’t weaken me, it makes me stronger. I know i will disapointed other person.

But i also know by doing that i saved my self, from going down and disgrace it.

I don’t want that. I have to love my self more than other people do.

So there, i said so, that i’m just human, that sometimes in some situation

Not a forgiver, not easily forget and could be a hater.

By doing that, i believe people will respect me on who i am, but most importantly i love myself more as who it is.

I don’t need people to agree, i just need my self to believe.