What are the essential things about weekend?

Weekend, some may say it’s the best time to just stay in your bed and regain energy that you had spent in the whole week before.

My idea of weekend might be different from it

To me weekend is about doing things you can’t do in week days (well I could only figure it out after become an employee), so some example of what I’ve been doing lately in my weekend

- Wake up not too early but still could see the sun rise and stood outside my house, seeing people jogging, taking their dog, or tukang bubur passing by (don’t ask me why I’m not doing jog like them)

- Putting clothes and dress which I couldn’t wear to my office, it would be the dress my mom made, or some ‘minimalis’ t-shirt which made me look like gembel :p

- Playing my music out loud. Well this is an excuse, I could actually do it in weekdays BUT I would put a playlist on it. In week end, I’ll just let my winamp randomly pick songs it wants to play and just enjoy it J

- Doing things you usually do before you are ‘trapped’ in office. For example, now I could only visit bogor in weekend, so I would love to spent times just to walk or feel the atmosphere of some places I used to hang out a lot in. Nostalgic is always good refreshment for me.

- Being my parent driver! My oh my, how I was always whining and murmuring about it. But now, being their lovely driver for only one or two days in a week is actually one of my needs. How surprising is that…

- Put everything in my mouth. Especially my mom’s meal, the one she always made for me every weekend.

- Meeting friends or families. For me, this is the most important things about weekend activities. Try to catch up what everybody doing lately, or simply just talk about non sense. The only thing that isn’t non sense that I feel warm.

Feel blessed and grateful by God for giving me such chances to enjoy weekend!

Never say NO

Hello fellas, it has been (only) a week since i started work at my current company

The more i spent my day here the more i grateful that i made that decision on choosing this one instead other two. i still remember how i was so confuse and vague. i couldn't picturing which option will lead me into.

i am grateful at that time (the busway journey between halte karet-blok m, yes that short time) i called my father and asked for his advice. He slowly but clearly lead me into choosing this one. and here i am :)

Another Chapter Has End

Life is mysterious. Yes, I know i had say this few times and my friend start thinking i was some kind of psychic for saying this all the time. But that thing had really happen on me many times.

First, it begun when i had the opportunity to comeback to my internship company, Infomedia Nusantara, i admit, i wasn't really excited at first because i thought i would like to start my carrier as a marketing staff or something like that. Yeah that time i had many mixed feelings inside my heart but rather than thankful i was worried, scared and not confident.

Then i start spent my days, minute to minutes, every second and surprisingly i din't feel any burden there, i didn't feel bored or feeling like i was trapped. I enjoy my time there, so much.

Another fact that makes me really thankful now, that i had the chance to work there even only for two months, is that i learn, many many many things there. i realize that i really have my heart into social media and it's whole world. My boss even teach and share me so many things that i knew i wasn't gonna get it somewhere else. every single time i spent there was just priceless.

So you might gonna ask, why am i leaving that company? I am obsessed. yes, not by having bigger materials or pride, i am obsessed to learn more on the subjects i have learned for 4 years, Marketing. So me leaving to my new company is not because i'm not happy with my previous company, no it's just because i know, it's too early for me to be on a comfort zone. i can't landed now, i need to travel more to get many experience.

But i know now,you may predict the future, but it could turn out to be differently amd surprisingly far away from what we have imagined.

I will never forget how grateful i am having the experience in Infomedia and even though i may have left now, Infomedia will be remain as one of a place that build me into someone i will be in the future.

thank you thank you and thank you!

My Best Friend Wedding

Last sunday I went to Cipanas, Puncak where my friend put on her wedding dress and married.

I was so excited as if we had planned the whole thing months ago, even Icha, the one who get married, had sent the clothes for us to wear from weeks before the day. We had this blue 'kebaya' which fits the whole wedding theme. I went to puncak early at 6AM with Nur and Sindy, WHICH i hadn't met for a long time. So we filled the whole trip by told our life story or what happened with us, etc.

When we crossed puncak and Bumi Aki, we remember those days when we still in Senior High and use to go to Bumi Aki many times just to get free lunch from icha's restaurant.

As we arrive to Hotel Cianjur and met some of my friends who had stayed from the day before, we begun the hectic by putting make up, try the clothes, yelled at each other and stuff.

it felt just like yesterday, even though we haven't met for years but it felt just the same as those old days when we hang around with 'putih abu-abu-' uniform. again, my theory (which i had posted here) proof. everything will remain the same if both parties have the commitment to stay on the friendship like it always does.

As for the wedding, i have never seen icha, anisha desiliana putri, that happy. her smile ain't go nowhere. She stand there like the most beautiful grown up women that i used to see as a 'bocah ingusan' with glasses run and laugh everywhere.

She had found her love and i never really thought she will be the first one but yes, still, i know someday a lucky guy will have her heart.

Thank God even though that week was such a mess but i still could attend her wedding. i need to come. i need to know that the memories i had of old days will not just disappeared. Some things in this world don't have to be gone, lost, it may just change into different shape. JUst enjoy :)

Cher saved my life

So have you ever have the time, even once in your life when you feel wasted? Feel such a trash, useless and wondering why can’t you be as good as anybody else.

Well even though I try to be a positive person for most of the time, still I have faced some time I feel that way. Recently I felt so down, felt like I am one of the lowest persons among people I know. I disappointed much and get really tired pretending to be okay.

I felt that even though I’ve tried hard, things just don’t go on my way. So I start feeling this ‘galau’ (no, I’m not gonna translate that word in English, it’s too original) for days. I listened to various songs, and bump up into one of the most motivational songs I’ve heard in my life. It was a song by Cher named “You Haven’t Seen the Last of Me”.

I had fallen for that song since I listen and watch it in one of Bourlesque scenes. I myself am a big fan of that movie, considering how I underestimate the picking of Christina Aguilera as the main actress. So Cher singing this song when she felt down, she was about to lose on someone who will took away something she loves.

here is the lyric

Somehow that songs describe the situation I had back then, so I start listen and listen.

It was become strength apparently, I know besides the song there are few other things that makes me feel better, but that song and its powerful lyric also help me a lot.

Now, when I’m about to reach something I longed for a long time (Thank You ya Allah) that song become stronger than ever for me. Remind me that whenever I feel down, or someone under estimate me I just have to believe on myself and stand up, tell the world I can do better and that is not the end, instead it was a beginning to a new level that I believe I’ll reach.

SO I am confidently highly recommended this song, for you all to keep it in you playlist. And whenever something makes you feel sad or negative you can hear this song over and over again.

Trust me it works! Thank you cher!

Oh and btw check this scene on burlesque when she sing the song, and ALSO track the comments, you’ll see how people stand up once again thanks to this song :)

Warning, it is dangerous

Temptation is the kind of thing that you never wanted to have, or even care but there is this sudden urge for you to own or catch it. And then you have to start back again, feeling depressed, unwanted, useless and kind of broken heart. It is, of course unhealthy, but we have yet to be ready facing temptations every now and then.

Even though you have build your confident, set it so high, have those principles that you believe is the right way to see life, temptation most of the time makes you doubt of what you have believed. It is the way temptation works, makes you thing another way or another side is not that bad of course, it is actually much better! Then you drop again into the same hole. Digging again your abandoned self value you have dumped. And so on and so on

Yes I am tempting now, by love by the success by the prestige I saw. But it is all not real, it’ll just take me away from the reality I’ve learned to accept this whole time. I need to get back on my own track and fill it with all my hopes and dreams. And yet that temptation needs to get off my mind faster, sooner before I’m drowning on it.

This temptation thing is sucks :/

I'm a happy 23 years old woman :)

Yesterday was my birthday, I guess I wasn’t really waiting for something special to come but I had this few simple wish on being with people I love on that day.

And that wish came true.

First, I was coming to the final day for LDMK 2011 in my campus. I was so excited because I haven’t met many of my friends for a long time. So there, at precise 00.00 my friend entered our waiting room with a stack of volcano cakes from kfc and light 4 candles. The moment was simple yet I couldn’t help but have this big smile that even hurt my cheek. They were also planning on drowning me into one of fisip pond, WHICH I know very dirty and it’s midnight of course I would look like a complete dumb if I came wet in front of so many people. So I refused, very hard, and they lose. haha. All of my friend congratulated me, I cut the volcano cakes into a single cut so they could only taste one bite, but it’s okay, I just said to them taste the cake only for luck. The fact that also some people who used to be important congratulate me also makes it sweeter somehow, oh well life’s move on let’s go.

Also, in another dimension in that morning, my friend azie,ami,dewi and iniz came to my house! Which was empty! I saw the picture ami was sending and scream, got chills, excited yet sad because I’m not there. They have came that morning to surprise me but there i was in Jakarta. But I feel grateful of their action so it’s not about me not blowing the candles or tasting their surprise cake, it is about them coming and wanted to congratulate me on my special day that makes me jump of happiness.

Then in the morning I finally meet the first people I want to be with on my birthday, my parent. I came to my brother house with a sleepyhead so I got some sleep for two hours.
When I woke up, something happened that makes me excited about my future, and how my parent trust and put faith in my plan also mean so much that time. Bismillah, that time I have something that I know I want to achieve soon or later. So then we hung out, we spent some time, having meals, I met my two most favorites beverages which is the tarik and yoghurt, how could I not feel thankful for that? :9

We came home at night and after take a bath I continue having some sleep to repay the debt of my sleepless night before. It was perfect in some ways, even though I didn’t manage to meet other special person I want but they’ve congratulated me with all the technological things available so yeah I was satisfy. Gonna thank you more and more ya Allah for giving me all this special and happy feelings. Thank you for that one perfect day.

also some others photo before my birthday when me, smita, bholo and belle had dinner at citos :)