Read from papers

Just finished read  Negeri 5 menara (maybe I will make separate post about this book, since it is undeniably good)

It was part of "back to good habit" campaign for myself

forgot how it feel to actually feel to read a book

you don't need any power outlet

you don't need to 'turn on' it and wait until it finish processing

you can do it in any way you want

since it's a book, not a laptop (yes i'm addicted to internet) i cut time to do preparation to enjoy it, just take a sit or lay in bed and grab it.

So know that i'm confident i can continue reading despite the fact that Internet is overly attach me, i can now continue to give my heart and soul to the 4th part of my favourite series


I remember the first book I read was when i postponed going on college, it was such a 'good friend' at time when all of my friends entering their new world, and i still pause the future at that time.

I actually kind of forget what makes me enjoy the series so much, since it's been a long time before the latest come out.

But sooner i pick it from the book store the more i could remember the old times feeling drowning into Alagesia and Eragorn everyday life

Catch you soon baby!

Casual Conversation

"Tau ngga gw denger si X akhirnya pacaran ama si Y yang adalah sahabat si G, gila ga tuh?"

"Kemarin, gw hampir dilabrak sama si Z, cuma gara-gara gw nyenggol dikit doaaang, yaampun deh"

"Ah ga tau deh nih kuliah dimana, bonyok maunya ke X tapi kata orang disitu banyaknya orang Z, males guee"

The hiatus thing

Hello there!

Oh I should really punish myself for letting this lovely ‘home’ of mine abandoned for so long

I can’t really explain the reason I’m not staying here for a while

If I said ‘first jobber’ thing is the reason will that makes me sound so naïve? Coz it’s almost a year since I have the title

But then, I can’t think of anything stronger than that reason that hold me for so long to post things.

As I think about it, back then, I think I’m pretty confident with myself, I was in a “know myself completely” kind of stage when I was still a college student.

Back then I felt like I’ve grown up pretty well with my mind and thought progress and thinking that I’m getting wiser and wiser?

Sometimes time is the only answer

Remember how was your character as a child? mind was pretty annoying I guess, because i remember many adults kept warning me about how i always want to know older people business or i keep asking question that they don't want (or don't know) to answer.

Girls day out

I love the day that well spent, especially when it's weekend well spent

and also especially if i spent it with people i love

moreover after long time no see

it always been random thing we do, but it just us having fun together no matter how little time we spend

Remind me of the day when we used to spent all day sitting and doing nothing, yes college life is unforgatable for all its precious wasted.

Nope, don't think that i want rewind the moment, we live in the moment, but we're heading to the future

so back again to the well spent time, last sunday was probably one of it.

Hardly hoping that we could continue do the random meeting but more and more of us coming :)

See ya!

What love can do

He said, "It's not the end of the world, it only means God has better plan for you"

She said, "I always have faith in you, I believe you can"

And that's it

all the fear

all the dark thoughts

have gone away.....

like a dew they just refresh my heart

What If condition

What if...

is one of the condition human always temp to think of every now and then

what if, doesn't explain today and could not describe future

but then what if, takes you into another dimension, might also be another world

which only exist in your mind.

because when you start thinking 'what if'

nothing change in reality

one has been taken and another has been left, mysteriously

so, go around play with 'what if'

but it won't take you far away

because you were actually only standing still

only your mind travelling, and your heart thumping

what if..is not healthy to consume everyday

because  what if makes you questioning yourself, your destiny, your choices

what if, just like i say before, is only question with no absolute answer

A glass of dream

I was in the break time during field work one day when I and a friend talk about her historical background of how she could become  sim-trans (people who translate language live in that moment). She was saying
"So my dear, don't ever let go your dream, hold it tight and believe in it because one day, one day, you'll be amazed by how it will come true just because you put yourself into it."

aha!

A friendship post

Semua orang punya ceritanya tersendiri mengenai kisah pertemanan mereka.

Ada yang mungkin sudah kenal dari kecil, atau mungkin ada yang baru bertemu beberapa hari yang lalu

A wish

In the past

Satu buah blog posting yang sebetulnya gw buat dibulan Oktober 2011 saat gw merasa dalam keadaan ter-down gue.

Ada baiknya gw memposting agar mengingatkan baik diri sendiri maupun anda yang berbaik hati membaca, bahwa kita boleh dan pernah berpikir buruk tentang kehidupan dan keadaan, tapi kita harus selalu percaya bahwa akhirnya, nantinya, suatu hari nanti cepat atau lambat kita akan tahu kenapa hal tersebut harus terjadi dalam hidup kita..

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just don't

because once in a while,

you forget of yourself, forget of who you really are

once in a while

you look into other people grass, and want yours to be that green

I will forget you

Okay I always blame or talk about something that become the inspiration of my new post in the introduction right?

this time I blame a Korean drama called heart string. The drama actually already aired not so long ago but yeah i tend to wait for so long to finally watch Kdrama except if I love the actor or the actress so much.

Motivational matter

Hello weekend fellas,

with all the good vibes weekend gave, I always filled by positive energy that makes me become a very happy person :D so by this chance I also want to talk about motivational. Because yesterday I was asking the respondents their motivation on buying product x (it's a secret :p) i was wondering, we do many things with motivation, triggered some may say, but even in the thinnest thing you do it has motivation. Let me say like walking into the kitchen and drink a glass of water, you're motivation? maybe just to get away from thirstiness or just want to see is there any food in the kitchen?

oh anyway i'm bluffing so much now, what i say, some people may need everyone else to stated something to them just to motivate them doing things.

but what if..

A heart to share

Develop a one big giant heart, so you could put as much people as you want there

If i have never mentioned before, i am definetely a lover person.

I love to love other people, friends, family, stranger with kind heart, attractive man (well this is another story).

But that is the thing i’m proud of myself. I try to accept people around me for who they are and loving them with all the differences they have.

And you know what? I never feel lonely. Eventhough i’m standing inside a train alone, or sitting in mall alone, i most of the time confident with myself. Because at the end, i will be with peole who love me or at least i love.

Love is not about hoping your feeling will be replied in the same way.

It’s about giving and enjoying the good feeling it brings.

I might not love everyone in every single moment. I am after all human.

But let myself love more and more of other people makes me find a lot of happiness.

Yes, in case you don’t know, there are so much happiness in this world, delivered by different people, different situation, different time. You just have to feel it once you got it.

When i’m feeling down and sad, those people, with their own way remind me that being happy is always a better choice.

I'm not okay

I remember one of jessie james songs lyric

"it’s okay not to be okay"

I was in the situation where i felt like the best solution i can do for other people is to stay silent and pretending i forgive.

But no, i choose to admit, that i’m not okay with that.

Admitting it, doesn’t weaken me, it makes me stronger. I know i will disapointed other person.

But i also know by doing that i saved my self, from going down and disgrace it.

I don’t want that. I have to love my self more than other people do.

So there, i said so, that i’m just human, that sometimes in some situation

Not a forgiver, not easily forget and could be a hater.

By doing that, i believe people will respect me on who i am, but most importantly i love myself more as who it is.

I don’t need people to agree, i just need my self to believe.

Season of life

As we all know we have different phase in life right?

The phase where we feel we've lived our life

The phase we feel we're nothing but rubbish

The phase of doing things irresponsible

The phase where you come up with reality.